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by Andy Jenkinson

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1.
Perfect 03:47
See that girl over there brush her hair beside her bedroom mirror For all the world she doesn't show of know the glow within her She shines inside She powders down And lines her eyes It isn't worth it, she's nearly perfect Watch her dance like I'm not here without a care So unconsciousness Within her hands I'm butter melting putty But in another hard and strong - pretty Nancy's Vicious She's mine inside The power's down I wipe my eyes It isn't worth it, she's nearly perfect See that girl over there brush her hair beside her bedroom mirror For all the world she'll never show what hit her It isn't worth it, she's nearly perfect
2.
Boy 03:05
She could tell by the way she held it open He'd be asking for her hand some day He'd get down on his knees and he'd ring her later This is the one thing he wants to downplay He's a boy So he never knows what he wants And never agrees what he needs Just a boy He's giving it all he can be And looking a lot like me She could tell by the way he'd remember something Of silly somethings she said weeks ago And if she's down then he'll clown and he'll lift her up Though he'd never admit it - he'd never say so He's a boy So he never knows what he wants And never agrees what he needs Just a boy He's giving it all he can be And looking a lot like me If this is the way he plays And finds she runs away But his wedding bells are out of tune Well is this too soon to say "I love you"? Before the playground bell has gone Is this too soon is this too soon to say "my feelings will go on and on and on..."? She could tell by the way he held her gaze That some day she'd be found drown in his pool If he's down on his luck then she'll pick him up And that's not enough then what else can we say He's a boy So he never knows what he wants And never agrees what he needs Just a boy Who's giving it all he can be And looking a lot like me
3.
You've been taking sweets from strangers Why don't you stay out of danger These things'll prematurely age you We've been hurtling 'round in circles But we blame Winston Churchill (never!) If we're fighting like ninja turtles You've be slipping backwards moonwalking Cyberstalking Please pop the cork in and walk away Does my machismo keep us together in this snowy weather And is that why you're so cold, please I've misgivings about masochism But it keeps me on my toes and my knees So I'll stay Throughout your Machiavellian ways I resent the act we're caught in My understudies you've brought in An out-take by Joe Orton And Halliwell as well Your Chinese water torture (drip drip drip) Fortunately ought to do my trick If we were granted just three wishes You'd want untold riches In-laws to sleep with the fishes While I do the dishes Does my machismo keep us together in this snowy weather And is that why you're so cold, please And your mucho machinations Keeps me on my toes and my knees So I'll stay Throughout your Machiavellian ways Your many Machiavellian ways Throughout those Machiavellian ways Your many Machiavellian ways Throughout those Machiavellian ways Your mucho macho ways Your mucho Machiavellian ways
4.
Trapped between oceans lie the dry lands Where no-one goes in, ‘cos no-one can swim And far from those oceans lives a shy man But you can't persuade him to ever jump in Cos he's scared that he'll drown Look a clown With his Alka-Seltzer pants pulled down I'm afraid his greasepaint just ain't waterproof So dreaming of oceans lives the dry man upon land With rubber rings in truth unused Or feeling confused Out of the city stands a country girl Wishing for nights out in the lights – or here upon steeds But back in his city, sitting in factory world He's wondering where he could find better air to breathe And they both believe There grass isn't green And they meet in one another's dreams The elms on Elms St seem to always bloom It's seems that they've schemes of leaving their worlds, the boy and the girl With treasure map in fact unused Or feeling confused Cos he's scared that he'll drown Look a clown With his Alka-Seltzer pants pulled down It's seems that they've schemes of leaving their worlds, the boy and the girl With treasure map in fact unused Or feeling confused
5.
Note Values 03:26
New lies Written like you cared for me A few lines With apathy but flair Words losing meaning when sung in harmony New verse Peppered now with honesty And I do hurt Too lonely to repair Words losing power now To paper over hate Too late Note choices hurt me Recalling the tunes we played together Note choices hurt me Can you hear Note how my voice is cracking Under the pressure And pain New tongues And lashings of verbosity But a few songs Simple and sincere Words losing value So I spend them all at once Note choices hurt me Recalling the tunes we played together Note choices hurt me Can you hear Note how my voice is cracking Under the pressure And pain
6.
Her hands say to me she'll be coming eventually Or does she delay (did she laugh) Then make her own way (after) I'll be waiting in the morning with my bags by the door for you And I'll be chasing all the hours I'll be wasting while I wait for you If her clocks ticking on Will alarms bells be rung when she's done (ding dong) Or has wound down (in the bath) Making her own way (after) Growing older doing what I'm told I'm holding open doors for you I've been checking all the seconds and I reckon that you owe a few Or have you had enough of me adding up all of the curiousness of this stuff Or is it sinking in? So is this the end And all our hours really spent Or have we the time To simply retire and try again It's all about you giving in to being driven where I'll get you to Enjoying the hours, the mins and the secs too You never said that it was coming to this
7.
Kubler Ross 03:30
You’ve been managing expectations Consultations end in tears Even if you’re optimistic Gotta fear it’s near You play those cards that you’ve been dealt Close to your chest And it’s hard cos you felt Why didn’t they go to somebody else Elizabeth Kubler Ross Is in denial Angy at what you’ve lost Kubler Ross Would swap 1,2,3,4 Now cry 1,2,3,4,5 Now go ahead and lie down here Keep sleeping dear You’ve been skirting around the subject Truth for you takes far too long You blame the shame of going public That’s where you went wrong You mind your business and keep your self Very much to yourself But it helps Taking it out on somebody else Elizabeth Kubler Ross Is in denial Angy at what you’ve lost Kubler Ross Would swap 1,2,3,4 Now cry 1,2,3,4,5 Now go ahead and lie down hear And die my dear You don’t deserve this But neither do I I know we’re worth it
8.
Your eyes flick over the room searching for someone Thinking of something Assessing the exits And planning your move You play people like I play piano This is your forte A virtuoso performance With every movement neatly in it's place And you lie with impeccable taste To say that it's made up on the spot But it's not – it's strictly rehearsed Your lips are quick with a quip and a kiss for the taking Am I thinking of making The biggest mistake my tongues ever made You play people like I'm playing patience Dealing then cheating Waiting for aces And every hard falls neatly into place And you lie with impeccable taste And say that it's made up on the spot But it's not – it's strictly rehearsed See how you play Rules of your own that no-one else knows Your inscrutable beautiful face hides what you’re feeling So unrevealing You could appear in Noh-theatre Your face is a mask you play people like I'm playing pac-man Chasing ghosts more than most just 'cos you can With every pattern neatly in it's place And you lie with impeccable taste Say that it's made up on the spot But I've realised – it's strictly rehearsed Strictly rehearsed From chorus to verse Nothing is worse Cos it's slightly perverse When cursed with And the bubble has burst
9.
Falling Down 03:58
The note that I read said we're drifting apart But I can barely believe the things that I read theses days The lines that I read said you'd dearly depart Which I barely believe Do you really rarely miss me? Could I stitch up the patchwork pieces Smooth over creases And seize a reprise please Before we fall down Before we fall down (Falling down again) Relax fall back and I'll catch you. Words overheard stir an ache in my heart My pulse race begins with a pistol whipped startc There's a red sticky trickle seeps from my ear I can barely believe Do you really rarely miss me? Could I stitch up the patchwork pieces Smooth over creases And seize a reprise Should I pick over painful pieces Dress our diseases As the pressure increase To an end to this siege please Before we fall down Before we fall down (Falling down again) Relax fall back and I'll catch you
10.
In her own room She's her own girl Magazine posters plastered into place In her headphones She's a pop star Hair brush microphone And paparazzi face She dreams of simple Tiaras, tutus, diamond rings And flights far away from the fighting downstairs Where nobody cares In her mirror She's a princess Sleeping soundly, waiting for a prince In her diary She's an heiress To a fortune but unfortunately does not know where it is She dreams of simple things The lovers that tomorrow brings And floating away No one noticing downstairs Cos nobody cares She dreams of simple things The lovers that tomorrow brings And floating away No one noticing downstairs Cos nobody cares
11.
Alibi 04:25
If he'd let you know the reasons that he'd wanted to hold you Would it make it so much harder for you then to admit it And if you're gonna have to do it anyway just take it off no, of fnow So do it to him,. do it to him And ruin him again Rip him off like a plaster Do it faster so it hurts A little less But don't use my name If you're going to blame anyone Blame yourself And I am not your alibi So don't use my name I know it's a shame Of all the things I became You shouldn't chose to use me as your excuse If your mind's made up but find it tricky pulling the trigger Cos he'd paying games and saying there's a way back to fix it But if you're gonna have to do it anyhow Just cut it out now, out now So do it to him, do it to him And ruin a wounded friend Cut it out like a surgeon When it's urgent So it hurts A little less Don't use my name If you're going to blame anyone Blame yourself And I am not your alibi So don't use my name I know it's a shame Of all the things I became You shouldn't chose to use me as your excuse A little less Don't use my name If you're going to blame anyone Blame yourself And I am not your alibi So don't use my name I know it's a shame Of all the things I became You shouldn't chose to use me as your excuse Don't use my name [and if you're gonna say goodbye] If you're going to blame [And not give him another try] [I won't be our reason why] [This time] So don't use my name [I'm...] I know it's a shame Of all the things I became You shouldn't chose to use me as your excuse Don't use my name....

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Songs by Andy.
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released April 9, 2019

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Andy Jenkinson Leicester, UK

Singer / Songwriter / Arranger from Leicester.

Has a fondness for 60s and 70s harmony pop. Occasionally makes things under the pseudonym 'Uglifruit'.

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